dont read this bro its got HIV

[bonk']

the fun servers was being micspammed shitless, all other servers were full or empty, so I decided to come to the forums and just post stupid shit about my terrible life, even though the a fair amount of the world is careless of my opinions and ranting.
i do it to blow of steam, and i have alot of that.
most of my day consists of sleeping and moping, the occasional play time with my cockatiel, and game time on crit.
sad to say, i only have 1 steam friend, which is failhorse, but he doesn't even talk to me.
i tried adding medkits, but he declined.
i dont blame him, really. c:
i just bought myself that new scout misc.
looks good, i guess.

this isnt really setting a great first impression, is it?
i'm sure you all think i write this stuff just to make you feel bad
but i dont
im just writing whats on my mind
sorta.
this probably wont get me anywhere in the community, but i dont know where else to share this stuff.
its not like my mother will listen, and my fathers dead, so, judge me all you want internet, this is what you get.
i mean, ill try and make myself useful to the community, i'll donate, post regurlarly on the forums, play on the servers, take part in events
but thats what everybody does
to be honest, im pretty useless
my self-esteem is at an all time low
im alone all day
and the only person i can talk to is a bird
like it listens to me anyways
in all honestly, i find myself revolting
im sure you all do too.
so again, please, judge me all you want
ill be there to listen.

thats all.

[AuronV3]

Now, while life may seem at an all time low, just keep being positive, even to the very end. I know you probably don't know me either, and probably don't care as much, but life certainly does get better as time goes on.

I'm sorry to hear about what happened to your family, however I'm sure your mother loves you with her heart and deeply cares for you.

As for friends, I would be more than happy if you let me be your friend, even if you don't know me (Stranger Danger is always fun!) And don't mind about Fail, he's just always busy hearing about people whining about servers :3

Again, I'm sorry about everything that happens, but just cheer up kiddo, soon enough, life takes a different turn, and your life if just beginning (Jeez I sound old/cliche saying that.)

Also, if this thread is to give me HIV, it's a small price to pay to make people a bit happier.

[Phantom]

Cant tell if troll or serious..................
If your serious, i suggest getting a glass, filling it half way with water, and telling yourself its half full.

[Prof_Schwartz]

smoke some weed dude

[mrpikmin2]

smoke some weed dude

typical schwartz is typical.

personally my drunk kitchen cures me of depression pretty consistently.

[Bagger Vance]

I know that feeling amigo, not really much I can help you with, but I'd be more than happy to add you and play with you. Feel better

[medkitz]

i declined because i have no idea who you are , and i have never played with you. Hope you understand.

[Ninja]

You can add me if you want.
I'm not much of a talker but I can listen if you want to talk.

And if you want you can join our dodgeball comp if you are interested.
Info is in the news section.

[THATGUYWHOEATS]

Hey, I'm 14 too so if you have some problems I can try to emphasize and attempt to make you feel better.

[Prof_Schwartz]

But yea in all seriousness man if you need someone to talk to i'm all ears

[duck]

later tonight we can talk, i can offer my advice (im also a good listener)

[bonk']

i declined because i have no idea who you are , and i have never played with you. Hope you understand.

it's cool, i wasnt offended or anything

[Phantom]

No but really you should get a glass and fill it half way, and tell yourself its half full..........might help you out.

[duck]

what i try to do when im feeling bad. i try and focus on what i got going for me. i am apart of the best gaming community ever for one!

[cloud]

yeah bonk is a cool guy. He talks about feelings and doesn't afraid of anything.
But in all seriousness yeah i do like him. He kinda feels like the brother i never had. get to know him, and i'm sure he'll open up.
Also what helps me when i feel down, i go to hackedarcadegames.com and kill the shit out of everything. Just a suggestion.

[xbawkzes]

smoke some weed dude

Smoke Weed; DIsregard Feelings

I'm with Schwartz on this one

[duck]

smoke some weed dude

Smoke Weed; DIsregard Feelings

I'm with Schwartz on this one

dammit i thought it was acquire hats: disregard women

i guess i didn't get the memo

well its a good thing that in alaska kids smoke weed than they do smoke cigarettes

[Guy]

Tasteless thread title is tasteless.