In truth, at 22 years old, it's now the first time I moved from my parents' home. Since their home was so close to where I was previously studying, I had little to no reason to move. Especially since I had no money. Now, I just finished moving my stuff to a town I don't know and I'm REALLY lost. I don't even know where to find a library, a video game store or a bar. Yesterday, my parents and stepparents helped me moving my stuff even though I mostly have somekind of a bad relationship with all of them. It strangely transformed into quite an emotive moment. Even my MEN-DON'T-CRY-BITCH!!!! stepfather hugged me before leaving, crying, saying what in English could be translated into "I love you". It was a nice moment.
Many of you who are still too young or still studying nearby to move from your parents' home, or simply those of you who are fat lazy donkeys, still don't understand what it really means to feel "alone" judging from what I feel right now, and trust me I also had my load of terrible moments in life. Even though I almost never talked to my parents and stepparents and we could mostly only stupidly yell at each other, I've never been as much alone as I am now. There's nobody home when I get to my appartment. Just. Plain. Silence and emptiness. Silence and emptiness everywhere. My friends all live far away and I don't have a car anymore since I can't afford one, which makes me feel all the more lonely. Still, I'm glad. I really am. My new life just started and in a few days university will start too. I will meet new friends and fuck the shit out of some lonely and desperate foreign girls!!!! ^^
Spy-monkey, over. :3
(I'll have a bit more time to finish Sirnak's Report and to play TF2 now. Aren't you all happy?
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